Im a YETI

haiz..

2008-06-09T23:31:00.001+08:00

everything was fine all the while. but now than i realised, actuali there is real problems between me and my mum. Sometimes i just feel that im not her real daughter. reali. haiz. but from young until now, i nv ever had this kind of feeling before de. how come suddenly got? when eating dinner together, how come i will feel left out? last time dun have de leh..

Recently, i was sick. On one particular night, we were all sitting in the living room watching tv. I took out the thermometer to take my body temperature. It was 38.6 degrees celsius! High fever leh. I just kept quiet. My mum knew i was takin temperature. But she din even asked me what was my temperature. She just walked into the bedroom and slp. =.= The reason for me to keep quiet is becoz i want her to ask me personally. I want her to care for me. But she didn't. nvm. so i din tell her. and i nv complained abt my sickness becoz i dun want to waste her money visiting the doctor. the next day, the fever was gone, and my sickness got slightly better. Despite being sick, i still went down to the shop to help her look after it for awhile. Becoz i know she have to eat lunch. But in the end, she asked me to do this and do that. wth. I am sick leh. how come she dun understand the meaning of "sick"? even if i nv tell her that im sick, she can tell from my behaviour wat. And somemore i was wearing sweater leh. even an auntie can also ask me whether im sick anot. so is she trying to pretend that she dunno im sick? im so damn sad. if the one who was sick is my younger brother, she surely will be very anxious de lor. thats why i think she dun treat me as her daughter.

few days back, i was eating dinner at the coffee shop wif one of my fren. she came and said something to me: "Eh, 你买饭给你妹妹了没有?!! 快点买! 然后给我!我要回家了!”. this is how rude she is. my fren said how come ur mum so rude to you de? ony after what he said then i realised how rude she was to me. Maybe i didn't notice becoz i was used to it bah. haha. funny leh. where got mother speak like this to her child de. maybe im not her cihld lah.

another thing is trust. I nd her trust. Why she canot give me her trust? Everytime must suspect me. suspect this suspect that. walao, come on lah. im her child leh. canot even trust me meh? everytime i will go study with my frens. i reali study! bt she will suspect me. say i go out play. =.= does she know how hurt it is? maybe to others this may not seem hurting, but to me, im reali hurt by this comment. u know why? becoz i was reali studying. i was studying very very hard. my mid-year results reali improved alot. but she just suspect me like that. i canot accept this comment. I study hard for her, but she dun care abt me. why should i study? haha.

She asked me to give my bro tuition and she say she will pay me. I agreed to it. Initially, i dun want to teach de lor. Bt in the end i agreed becoz i want to help my bro improve. U know how much she pays me? $70 for 3 subjects. 1 wk 5 days! Very cheap le lor. extremely cheap lor. ppl may think family wat, why must pay money de. but u think again, im sec4 this year. i nd my own time to study. i shouldn't be giving tuition de lor. but i accepted it becoz of my bro. my bro is only p5 this year leh, still got one year plus to PSLE. for me leh? less than half a year. but she dun care abt my o levels de. is this favouritism? sometimes i reali hate her. this year is olvl. most of my frens engage tuition teachers to help them improve. but for me, she say i dunnd tuition ? becoz i can cope on myself. so i relied on myself. my bro leh? only PSLE leh.. more important then me meh? funny leh..

Maybe hor, in her eyes, im just a worker in her shop, who will help her to do the things she dunno how to do. I just dun belong here. sad.

ELLO EVERYONE!

2008-01-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

Hi..i'm back. so busy during the first two weeks of sku. haish..no time to blog. tons of hmwk is waiting for me everyday. yah, i'm back! today went for singapore polytechnic's open house lah..so crowded..hate it. anyway, SP is like so far away from my house lah.. inconvenient. but they offer one particular course that i'm interested in, which is under biomedcial science (i.e.cardiac technology). its abt heart lor.. hmm. quite interesting. but still not sure whether should go poly anot. haha. nvm, next friday i'll be going for NYP's open house too. so will reconsider again.

Anyway, i want to show u guys the photo calendar i've created for my class and also as a gift for Mrs Fong's farewell ceremony. If any of the 4E1's student happens to visit my blog and u want this calendar, feel free to save it in ur com or u can ask me to send it to u. :D haha.

Hey guys, i g2g lah.. still got alot of weekends hmwk to do sia.. haiz. sian leh. but no choice. haha. BB. take care!

Reply Tags! (31/12/07, 1/1/08)

2008-01-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

Huimin:
Heyhey! Happy New Year too!! :D

Nicholas:
Happy New Year too! and btw, i'm always cheerful de! :P

ShadowSong:
Happy New Year lah! first day of 2008 alrdy want to challenge me le..aiseh..

Sean:
Happy New Year! Lol..very good sia, she actuali tag on ur blog. means she is not angry anymore. and thats gd! :D

Jhao:
Hi! Happy New Year! and must cheer up k! haha. happy-go-lucky! :D

Yvonne:
Hi Yvonne! Happy New Year too! haha. u too, good luck for o lvl's and take care! :D

Justin:
LOL..ah wong arh..long time no see. Happy New Year. And thanks for ur present! appreciate it! and thanks for tagging too! :D

2007-12-31T16:17:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Happy New Year!

Any new year resolution?

F4 《在这里等你》 EP

2007-12-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

F4为配合台湾观光代言的偶像剧《这里发现爱》，睽违5年再度合体推出新专辑《在这里等你》将于28日发行。

在这里等你-F4
歌手名: F4
专辑名: 在这里等你

合:某一天醒过来发现爱
仔：人潮拥挤在这里等你
合:突然间想起来发现爱
旭：城市孤寂在这里等你
合:走越远越明白发现爱
仔：心留在原地再一次旅行空气很清新呼吸在自己
旭：阳光太炫丽晒干了迟疑雨若下不停用全身去淋
天：我明天要到哪里停在哪里目的地是想遇见你
V：在每个到过的地方用尽全力写下在这里等你
合：发现爱
仔：人潮拥挤在这里等你
合:突然间想起来发现爱
天：城市孤寂在这里等你
合:走越远越明白发现爱
V：把可疑都放弃你再四下旅行风扬起的帆多余了拥挤
天：海变得更蓝才适合记忆闪丽的回忆用沉默倾听
仔：我们的下个故事会在哪里我说错了是想遇见你
旭：在每个到过的地方用尽全力写下在这里等你
合：发现爱
天：发现爱
旭：人潮拥挤在这里等你
合:突然间想起来发现爱
仔：发现爱
仔：城市孤寂在这里等你
合:走越远越明白发现爱
V：时间放低在这里等你
合:突然间想起来发现爱
仔：发现爱
天：每个地方等着遇见你
合:走越远越明白发现爱
仔：感动持续在累积内心深处的声音
V：让我终于能再见你好吗

合:某一天醒过来发现爱
V：醒过来
旭：人潮拥挤在这里等你哦～
合:突然间想起来发现爱
V：OH～YE～
仔：城市孤寂在这里等你
合:走越远越明白发现爱
V：Come on baby～
V：时间放低在这里等你
合:突然间想起来发现爱
旭：发现爱
天：每个地方等着遇见你
合:某一天醒过来发现爱

2007-12-30T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hi blog. i was so tired last night, meant to post something de, but decided to slp early. Hmm, nvm, i shall blog abt yesterday now.

Basically,
Morning: WSS Homecoming March 2008
Afternoon: Sean came to my mum's shop
Night: BBQ (but cancelled due to raining)

Morning
In the morning, i went to sch wif lijie and amira, for the homecoming march. Early in the morning at 7.30am have to reach sch leh..so tired..=.= haha, anyway, yah. so when we reached sch, we changed into that red shirt they gave us. Than proceeded to assembly and we marched to braddell mrt station, took train to bishan mrt station and marched to bishan mrt station. Actuali, only around half of the sch attended the homecoming march. So when we reach our bishan campus, still have to sing national anthem sia. haiz.. haha. after that, we went to tour around the sch and went bck home. thats all for that program lor. but anyway, our sch is reali beautiful after it is renovated. reali. the hall got air-con leh.. and one more thing, i heard that the classroom of 4E1 is the biggest. ahahahaha. so proud of my class. :P

Afternoon
Sean came to my mum's shop. He came to help me repair my laptop lor. (Read my previous post if you dun know wats wrong wif my laptop). Yah, so he reformatted my laptop. He sat there from 4.30pm to 7.30pm leh. Than while doing it, he chatted wif my mum. haha. anyway, so he solved my laptop's problem. and thank you very much, you've been a great help.

Night
Actuali at night my family got bbq de lor. But in the end, raining than cancelled le. haish.

Reply Tags (26/12/07, 27/12/07)

2007-12-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

Sean:
Hmm..i reali dunno leh. haha. :P sorry. :D

ShadowSong:
My title description picture's resolution is quite small leh.

2007-12-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

Today morning i went to Deyi Secondary School wif my sis. to buy textbooks and uniform. she will be sec1 next yr. her sch very far sia. take bus 853, still have to walk a long distance before reaching her sch. ..so inconvenient.

Anyway, so we bought everything and went back soon. haha. the calculator she bought can calculate quadratic and cubic eqn sia. lol. so good, the version i'm using dun have this function. haiz.

actuali today afternoon sean planning to come my mum's shop and hlp me repair my laptop de, but cancelled becoz he was very busy. haha. so nvm lor, postpone to tml. :

haha. sean, thanks anyway. thanks for willing to help me :D

My Problematic Laptop

2007-12-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm..my laptop is giving me alot of prob sia. reali lor. just bought it for not more than 2months, and now it has alot of problems. haish.

I remembered one day, my fren sent me a zip file, i accepted it than actuali was a virus. shouldn't have accepted that unknown file. but anyway, now my laptop has got a worm and could not be removed. haiz.

Problems discovered:
~ some programs is not working le (etc. windows media player)
~ when i use internet explorer, there will be an "error" on the bottom-left of the page.
~ when i open windows live messenger, there will be a pop-up showing "script errors".
~ i can't watch youtube videos, they said " either u have disable javascript or u may not have the latest version of Adobe Flash Player. I tried doownloading the flash player but failed.

I reali dunno what to do sia.

Reply Tags (25/12/07)

2007-12-25T14:07:00.000+08:00

ShadowSong:
Haha..thanks alot. Merry X'mas and Happy New Year too!! :D

Sean:
Yo! Wassup dude, my blog's loyal fans. ahaha. The large pics u refer to is which one? The pictures in my pict or the page elements?

Cerlyn:
oh..hello. Merry X'mas too!! Enjoy ur day! :D

Nick:
:P copy me sia. haha. MERRY XMAS TOO!! HO HO HO

CW:
Yo yo yo!! heehee. Mery X'mas TOO!!

2007-12-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS TO ALL!!!

Kbox!!!

2007-12-24T23:32:00.001+08:00

Hey there, blog. haha.

Program for the day:

Kbox

Muahahahaha..my favourite.

yah. so today went kbox wif qian cheng. o_O no doubt, only me and her. hehe.Planned to meet at 11am de, but both of us ended up late and went in at 11.30am. So we took the K-Student Package and each of us has to pay $10++ (11.30am-2.30am).

We started singing and all..and also ZI HIGHing. :D psss...especially qian cheng. HAHA. i know its bad to badmouth others. anyway, we tried alot of new songs, and as usual, i sanged 同手同脚.

Truthfully speaking, two person go kbox also quite fun lor..serious! aiya, maybe becoz both of us likes to ZI HIGH mah ..thats why 没有冷场..

After that, we decided to extend one more hour and we informed one of the worker. but i think he din inform the counter bah..someone chased us away at 2.30pm. we were like "huh?!!".. haish..so we told them we actuali wanted to extend the time, but charged us $9.00ea for i hour extension..^^"'

By right if you want to extend time, u just have to purchase one more drink, but u have to inform them before ur session ends. if you inform them after ur session ends, u have to pay extra charges. so we paid $9.00++ each. that irresponsible worker caused us to pay extra sia.

but anyway, i enjoyed singing wif qian cheng. haha.

Heyhey..g2g le. Dun think i will blog tml. haha. becoz i will stay at my mum's shop for the whole day. nothing to say about my mum's shop mah. haha. kk. bb.

Reply tags (24/112/07)

2007-12-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

Sean:
wahh..u spilt-personality arhh? one time say my blogskin beri weird and the clock veri ugly, now u're saying the colour combination not bad and organised..^^"' and btw..haha. u dun update ur blog often either..AHAHA..CAUGHT U!! CAUGHT U!! :P

Yvonne:
haha..thanks alot! Merry X'mas TOO!! Woohoo..haha. :D

Bigfoot:
eh eh..are u trying to force me to go for the homecoming march? haha..i shall think it over again. MUAHAHAHA..aiya, just jk lah. will come for sure..won't leave u alone de. :D

Lijie tio scam!

2007-12-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

Huawei E270 USB Modem

ahhemm..hi guys. i stayed at my mum's shop for the whole day. sian diao. haha. anyway, lijie and her bro came to look for me in the afternoon. they came to collect her mobile broadband modem from the starhub shop. erm, i think y'all must be blur now, wondering what is a 'mobile broadband modem' and stuff.. haha. let me explain.

Few days ago, she went to the starhub shop beside my mum's shop and signed up for internet connection. She decided to sign up for the same thing as me. Mine is a portable modem which is 'plug & play'. And it has a name, its called Huawei E270 Modem (2yrs plan, $70/mth). haha. ok. so she want that modem too. before she signed, that salesgirl told her that there is a new promo recently for Huawei Modem, customers will enjoy free 6 months subscription and 50% off for the rest of the months. isn't it a great deal? better than mine huh? haha. so i was quite jealous lor. Yah, so after she signed, that salesgirl told her to come bck after 2 days to collect that Huawei modem.

And yeppppp.. she came to collect her modem today. eh guys, guess wat happened today? that salesgirl told her that she actuali has to pay $40/mth for the first 6 months, and $80 for the rest of the months. bastard right. but there is a free starhub digital box (quite big in size, only to be used at home, normally for desktop computers). so an extra digital box means extra charges. lijie tio scammed! haish.

She was SHOCKED!! I was SHOCKED TOO!! and she decided to not take that digital box. hahas. in the end, her monthly bill ended up as the same as mine. :D so lets not get jealous wif each other. AHAHAHAHA..we're even.

This pict was taken at my mum's shop, insisted by lijie.ahaha. to her, this pict is nice. is it? o_O

To that irritating guy

2007-12-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

I just want to apologise for being rude to you. I'm so sorry. I hope u can forgive me for getting vulgar and scolding u openly on my blog. 真的很抱歉！
Anyway, i appreciate ur apologies too. and we're still frens. :D

The Golden Compass.

2007-12-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

Wohh..went out wif Nicolas, James, Jonathan, Jeffrey, RuiXiang and Chee Wee. Haha. we watched The Golden Compass. umm...that show is NICE. :D But the ending was weird leh.

If you guys have watched it: Why they stopped halfway? I tot Lara was going to look for her father and pass him the golden compass? weird huh? how could they just stopped there. haish. i want to know WHAT THE HELL is the dust all about. yalor..trying to raise my curiosity. iisshh.

Budden..overall was quite nice lah. Interesting story plot. U guys should watch it if u haben, becoz its worth it. haha.

Maybe gonna watch Alvin and the Chipmunks also. haha. cute leh. kk..bb..g2g.

To that irritating guy: F*** off lah. pls scram. get out my sight. i'm sick and tired of quarrelling wif you everyday. reali. can let me off? i just wanna be frens wif you NORMALLY. so difficult ah? and everytime u will get vulgar wif me. HATE IT. I hate this kind of attitude. can u be more gentleman? i din reject u on purpose de mah (RE: movie). got reason de. can't u understand?!! yah..i admit that i'm in the wrong for backing out last min, sorry lah. but dunnd to go on and on and on forever rite. veri tired de leh. One more thing, i rejected ur request to chat wif me becoz i'm chatting wif my fren mah. he's onli free at night de, so i'm chatting wif him mah, not on purpose too. forget it lah. i think u just can't understand de. haish. nvm bah. and anyway, F.Y.I: I'm not a FLIRT! pls dun insult me in any ways. I HATE IT!

Pangseh day...haha

2007-12-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

Today's Actual Plan:

Go bugis wif Qian cheng

Meet at 12.30pm

Today's 'ended-up' Plan:

Go orchard

Eat Burger King wif Lijie

Went back after that

Today meant to go bugis wif qian cheng de. Planned to meet at 12.30 pm. Before stepping out of the house, we started smsing after i received her sms.

QC: Shit..my mother haven go out yet, 1pm dan meet.

KX: Ok.

QC: Lol. My mother gonna cook. I think i must delay the time or change date. aiya.

KX: Walao.

QC: Should go out yesterday one. Lol. dunno why today she nv go out.

KX: U better come out hor.

QC: Today dun think so le..tmr maybe 12pm can meet bah. nvm lah.

KX: Dun want lah.

After smsing her, i contacted lijie lor. She agreed to have lunch wif me but have to go off at 2pm becoz she have to work. So lijie and me went to cineleisure just to eat Buger King. haha. want to know why we chose to go cineleisure? becoz near her workplace mah (@Heeren).. hmm..poor me..after 2pm i'm alone wor.. haha

heehee..taken at BK.

Chalet at Downtown East

2007-11-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

Arrival..

Before swimming..

After swimming..

Bathing time..

BBQ Time!

Christmas @ DE

Heehee..guess which leg belongs to me?

笑话之《白痴骆驼与笨蛋仙人掌》

2007-11-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

一只骆驼走在沙漠中，遇到一个仙人掌。于是前去问仙人掌在干什么。仙人掌回答说：“白痴啊！你没有看到我在干什么啊，我在针灸啊！”。接着呢，仙人掌回问骆驼在干什么。骆驼则回答道“笨蛋！难道你看不出来我在拔罐吗?!!”。

A prank on Jun Hao

2007-11-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

ahahaha..i think it was nicolas. he swopped Junhao's chair with a spoilt one. Junhao came into the class and before he sits down, he found out that the chair was actuali broken. ahaha. but i think its alright to play a prank on him.. coz he's such an annoyer.

温岚 - 同手同脚

2007-11-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

《同手同脚》这首歌是温岚自己亲手填词，歌词叙述了自己对弟弟的爱与关怀。小时候，曾因为一个冰淇淋，忽略了自己的弟弟，因此把他遗失。自己感到非常抱歉，所以写了这首歌送给弟弟，希望未来的路能够同手同脚的和弟弟一起走下去。

Mr Koh sings the "Formula Song".

2007-11-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

Lyrics:

'x' equals negative 'b'

plus or minus the square root of

b square minus four 'a' 'c'

all of which over two 'a'.

*sing it with the tune of "Mary had a little lamb".

can't believe it, Mr Koh was actuali willing to sing for us. I was actuali very touched when Mr Koh started to sing coz ppl were laughing at him but he still carry on singing. ahahaha. but it was damn funny lor. everybody was like taking out their cameras and phones to record down this funny scene.

2007-11-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

muahahahaha...this is a video captured in class. kevin's the lead, haha. see what a joker is he. enjoy the video!

大嘴巴 Da Mouth

2007-11-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

歌手名称：大嘴巴
专辑名称：《大嘴巴》
唱片公司：环球国际
发行日期：2007年11月16日

专辑介绍：

大嘴巴 DA Mouth，一个四人全新流行嘻哈团体，爱唱歌、爱说话、爱音乐、四个人聚在一起总是叽哩呱啦又嘻嘻哈哈，于是他们给自己一个这样生动有趣的称号“大嘴巴 DA Mouth”! 大嘴巴，一女三男的时尚新组合，由女主唱爱纱、男主唱怀秋、MC40、以及DJ宗华所组成的流行嘻哈四人团体。

结果咧 - 大嘴巴

最IN台湾偶像剧：《斗牛，要不要》

2007-11-08T10:42:00.000+08:00

《斗牛，要不要》剧情介绍：
故事描述个性率真的野蛮小姐伊胜雪（Hebe饰）、冷酷机智的冰山王子沈若赫（贺军翔饰），一心守护小姐的深情骑士金子聪（李威饰），因“地十三街”的街头篮球相识相遇，衍伸出一段真心相对的爱情赛事。
九年前，小时候的HEBE遭到坏人追杀，逃到了某所高中的篮球场，刚好那时侯学校在举行斗牛的冠军赛，饰演学校最强的三大帅哥——垒歌、志群、小祥及时救下了小HEBE。不过救了小HEBE之后，三人就毕业了。
9年后女主角HEBE长大来到了这所高中，其实早在9年前她就爱上了垒哥，并对志群等人很有好感，但她并不知道他们人在何处，只好把这份来不及说出口的爱意放在心里，并把这份感情寄托在了这所9年前相遇学校的篮球队上，对篮球产生了热忱……
斗牛要不要剧情介绍,电视剧《斗牛要不要》剧情介绍,斗牛要不要剧情简介、介绍。

绝世大帅哥：唐禹哲

2007-11-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

姓名:唐禹哲
出生日期：84年9月2日
出生地：基隆市
星座：处女座
身高：178 cm
体重：64 kg
唐禹哲 Personal Blog: http://blog.pixnet.net/dt092

唐禹哲饰演的偶像剧《终极一家》

Synopsis ：
Beside our own space and time, there are eleven other dimensions exist side by side with Mojie, a dimension where evil resides. And this story began in the Gold dimension where Da Dong and his gang lived and fought the dark forces from Mojie. After the gang lost all their powers in the last battle, Xiu travelled to other dimensions to find Da Dong's alternate self. His search led him to a boy named Xia Tian in the Iron dimension. The boy's incredible power is sealed away by a Fenglongtie on his neck. If he could harness the boy's power, the boy can save all the worlds from falling into the hands of Mojie.

在剧中的摇滚乐团东城卫

歌词点滴

2007-11-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

范逸臣 - 放生

地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就

就彼此放生留下活口
就彼此放生彼此留下活口
爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得

正在读我的部落格的你应该是在想为什么我会选择这首歌曲，其实有一个原因。前几天，“他”来找我帮他下载一首歌曲，我毫无犹豫就帮他下载，但是心里却有疑问，他家里有电脑，而且也有Internet Connection，但是为什么要找我帮他呢？那首歌就是范逸臣的《放生》。在事发的下一天，我在 MTV Channel 看到这首歌的 music video，注意到歌词，于是恍然大悟。或许这只是我的揣测，但是至少也有50%的可能性啊。我想他应该是想借机向我提出分手吧，毕竟我们也还没正式分离。对他来说，也许我只是一个负担，一个包袱。他可能想脱离我的“纠缠”，取得自由。虽然我真的被他伤的很严重，但是似乎感觉自己的心能够恢复的很快。我希望自己能够早日恢复正常的心理，回到当初想笑就笑的日子，早日脱离灰色人生，专心读书。

放羊的星星: 真正的"爱"是不能被切割的

2007-10-28T23:42:00.001+08:00

在[放羊的星星]剧中主演"夏之星"的"刘荷娜"说过:

爱情是不能被切割的，
因为爱的中间是个：“心”
如果心被分割了，那么人也就死了。
一个死了的人就在也没有感情了。

爱情论语 / The Theory of Love

2007-10-28T14:12:00.000+08:00

1)I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 　　
我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。
　　
2) No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 　　
没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。　　

3) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 　　
失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边。　　
　　
4) Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 　　
纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。　
　　　
5) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 　　
对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世界。
　　　　
6) Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 　　
不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。　　　　

7) Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have。
爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。　　　　

8) Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. 　　
不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。　　　　

9) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 　　
在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人；在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激。　

10) Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 　　
不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。

用歌词表达心意 / Express your feelings in the forms of lyrics

2007-10-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

蔡旻佑 - 我可以
寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲是
怎样的心情能不
能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以
陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想
又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

还记得当时我已准备好要去学校举办的中三露营，“他”答应我会送我，但是却没有做到。后来才发现原来是他睡不醒。我对他真的是彻底的失望。但是为了哄我开心，他以手机简讯的方式传送“我可以”的歌词给我。我感动落泪。当时的他是如此的真心，诚恳。谁也不会想到他其实没那么简单。

B.A.D - 我的错
飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想让
你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

这首歌的歌词的却唱出了我对目前这段感情的心声。现在的我真的好希望'他'能够承认自己的错，回头认错道歉，然后跟我说一声“我其实还爱你”。我真的好希望“他”能够回心转意。但是在我的内心深处，我知道这是个不可能的任务，我应该是在幻想吧。

我不明白“他”当时为什么要许下千年承诺，说会爱我一辈子，但却没能做到。我知道相信这种空心承诺的人是很天真，但是我却选择了相信“他”。

现在这段感情已经走到了悬崖边了，但是我却不甘心放弃“他”。当初在一起的时候是如此的甜蜜，温馨，现在却是如此的冷淡，就像陌生人。

我是否应该彻底的放弃呢？还是继续拖下去...

Whitley is moving back to Bishan!!!

2007-10-27T17:51:00.001+08:00

Woohoo..!! Whitley is leaving the temporary holding site and moving back to the newly-renovated school building by the end of this year. COOL!!! Three cheers for all Whitleyans. The Bishan school building includes a gymnasium. Can't wait to move back. See you guys back in Bishan when school reopens!

Goodbye Ms Selva!

2007-10-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

Today, the last day of school, will also be the last day for all 3E1s to see our dearest form teacher Ms Selva. I'm terribly sad as she will be retiring soon. I won't be able to see her next year. Ms Selva has been our wonderful form teacher and social studies teacher. She has teached me alot (in different aspects: academics, life). I respect her, she is a knowledgeable and intellectual person.

It's really a pity, she could have stay on for one more year and lead us for our coming '0' Level Exams.

Ms Selva, i wish that you will enjoy your life even better. I hope to meet you again. Goodbye Ms Selva, all the best!

Doomsday for me!!!

2007-10-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz. It's the last day of school, which means it is the time to get back my report book. It is a good thing for those who has done well, but it's otherwise for me. My results are expected. I only managed to score one A1 (chinese). I think i know the reason.

Most probably it is because my heart and mind could not coordinate when exams were approaching. I wasn't able to concentrate (becoz my heart was with 'him'). My brain was telling me to study, but my heart was telling me not. What happened to me?!!!

I think i've disappointed both my parents and my teachers.

A good thing or a bad thing?

2007-10-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

My boyfriend is 9 years older than me!! Can you believe it? He works beside my mum's shop as a used-phone specialist. Perhaps its because of the age gap which contributed to the communication barrier between us.

Initially, we were both very happy being together, but sweet things don't last long. Soon, we can't seem to communicate. He seems to be avoiding me. I think his heart has changed. But my heart has not change. I'm feeling so miserable now. It's like a one-sided love relationship.

He just came back from a Thailand Trip with his 'friends'. However, he did not get any gift for me and dismiss me with a lame excuse saying "i did not buy anything there coz there is nothing suitable for me". Although he claims that the stuff there is unsuitable for him, but he wears a brand new watch, slippers and shirt. What am i going to think?!! I guess all his money is spend womanizing! I can't stop myself from feeling that he is 'dirty' after he came back.

I'm reali fed-up with his 'don't care' attitude. I wishes to hate him but i just can't bring myself to it. Recently, i heard from my mum that he will be shifting his shop to another venue soon. I think we will lose contact by then. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Should i end this relationship? I don't wish to get hurt.